Out of the Depth of Our Numbness


Once we begin to recognize what it feels like to be alive it can still be a shock to acknowledge how much of our lives is spent in circumstances that are dead and threaten to engulf us once again in the numbness we've just begun to leave behind. But, if we fail to let this… Continue reading Out of the Depth of Our Numbness

It’s a Crime, part I


Money is the root of all evil. Sure, we all know this platitude. Why doesn't it ever sink in? The debasement of language is part of it. What was once an insight is fossilized and words no longer convey meaning. It's also what happens when a statement is too broad. Its indicators too vague. A… Continue reading It’s a Crime, part I

Beyond Judgments and Opinions…


We all have opinions. We all make judgments. None of us is satisfied…. What if these are connected? I've long felt a hankering for getting beyond opinions. It's easy to see this as a form of striving after certainty. We see opinion, as it relates to truth, as a negotiation with authority. Whoever has authority… Continue reading Beyond Judgments and Opinions…

The Dark Economy


After a long transition we've gone from having a major world economy that takes place out in the open to one in which all meaningful – by the judgment of those in charge of it – activity takes place within a Dark Economy that is completely hidden from public view. The parasite on the parasite… Continue reading The Dark Economy

It’s not your/their urgency…, it’s mine…


That is the problem. We don't know what works. We DO know what doesn't. The whole chasing-after-control-by-wielding-power-thing. Call it civilization. Call it whatever you want. From this abstraction; taken from a moment of survival when wielding strength brings us another chance: to eat, to be left in peace, to protect someone we care about; we… Continue reading It’s not your/their urgency…, it’s mine…

Falling Awake


We say, we "fall asleep." We imagine a vertiginous scene, leaning over a precipice. Just a moment's loss of attention, and over we go. We see this as a kind of death. A conflation of self-consciousness with life? There is an expectation that attention and reflexive self-awareness are identical, or at least that we cannot… Continue reading Falling Awake

The Proprioception of Power


Finding what needs to be said is a challenge. In large part it requires letting go of reacting to things and getting caught-up in complaining. Chasing disappointment… It requires allowing the force of what is not being said to make itself felt. This is a combination of internal listening with sampling what comes to us… Continue reading The Proprioception of Power

Being Stuck


Déjà Vu is a common experience for those stuck in abusive situations. We find that the current crisis looks much like the last. No amount of feigned surprise, or pronounced insistence from the abusers that, "This time is different!" can shake the feeling we've been here before. And, most likely, we'll be here again. If we… Continue reading Being Stuck

A hint concerning a relationship with power


What if the trouble with power is in our insistence that it can be accumulated, stored, and then controlled by will? If this were the case, the trouble with power dissolves when we accept that it exists. It moves through and around us, and we have access to it, and can influence its direction and… Continue reading A hint concerning a relationship with power

Imagine that Power wasn’t a zero-sum game.


This should be easier than it seems, Power isn’t a zero-sum game, not real Power. Let’s set up the parameters of a conceptual equation. Power exists in an unstable relationship with Control and Faith. Those without Faith in anything beyond themselves – actual, not professed Faith – also, unsurprisingly, feel a strong need to maintain… Continue reading Imagine that Power wasn’t a zero-sum game.